Will be updating less frequently from now on, busy due to exams and trainings, will update whenever possible (:

Er created this for fun, thanks Jen for introducing this to me LOL,
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ask me anything! :D

Alright, abit bored so yeah blog again. Saturday striking trainings, not much so skip to Sunday. Watched the AMAS muaythai national c'ships 2, my gym sent in 6 fighters, 3 wins (1 by RSC) 1 draw, and 2 lost. Great job to the nakmuays (Kelvin,Khoi,Gilbert,Omar,Bom and Usaid!) Exciting fights esp the pro-girls fight and the rest of the fights, well done guys!

Monday went to school feeling weird, sneezing all the way, 1/4 of the class was sneezing and having a flu. So couldn't wrestle,went to the gym and did lifting instead. Skipped school today and went to see a doctor, yes flu. But tommorow will recover alr, can return back, heard I get 24/25 again for geog, really happy with myself HAHA.

Okay, really yesterday was feeling so cold and weak from the flu. and today was sweating like mad, up till now still sweating, sometimes, f he weather man! To think it was a bright and sunny day today LOL

Trainings, homeworks, training homeworks, spent my whole night studying and homeworks, and trainings and the rest of the night thinking deeply about shits, no not about bgr/girl shits, more on friends .__. , okay skip all those emo shits, lazy to blog, so blog about today!

Sports day today, released at 12 20 to go to the stadium, but who the heck would hold sports day on a afternoon after school, our school -___, raining then, but it stopped so it continued, thank god, spent the extra time cheering team mates and playing PSP while talking cock with the others. Congrats to our class for clinching first place at the 8x50m, good effort by the 8x50 class team! 4e3'10 rocks ttm. Also to the other runners who tried thier best in the events. Went with Dehan,Sukhvinder,HakimM,Ridhuan,Amarjit,Shahideen, Kitson and Edward to Hougang Mall's Macdonald, on the way there, they kept on teasing me, what the hell, shy to the max can -_- Fuck them HAHA

A goodluck and farewell till YoG for Hanurdeen, who went back to thailand to train even better, skipped and jumped just now, cable wire rope really hurts when it hurts you, shucks -__-, 30min and went back to use computer, wrestling training tommorow, gym outing cancelled as Kitson CMI, so will be going to jog myself, ah lonely ): Blog soon! National Tournament Series 2 on Sunday!

So, so training on Saturday, jogged around the neighbourhood only once, due to time strain, went back to skipping and later on padworks, and then sparring, morning went for Sergei workshop though, good quotes and techniques shown by Coach! Night went on to spectate the SABA Invitational Boxing C'ships @ Riverside, asked alot of people then managed to get there, missed alot of matches though, but was there for 2hour and so, alot of exciting matches, great atmosphere and some irritating act-bengs teenagers who doesn't know shits -__- , one group left after getting stared by the other spectators HAHA.

So today nothing much, did my DnT stuffs and used the comp, ordered my cable rope, thanks Uncle and also the pizza! Tommorow school again, will be going down later to skip, i think 15min for today, really must stop procrastinating LOL. Am looking forward to the National MuayThai C'ships Series 2, getting the position of Waterboy for the gym and watching some match to get the experience before coach let me fight next time round. FINALLY COMPLETED GTA IV, sad Kate died ): Well, goodnight!

Gosh, tiring tiring, started my 30min skipping every 2 days, couldn't make it to wrestling due to rehearsal and remedial classes, will be returning tommorow for the workshop, so nothing happening, find out Hakim M's secret also, damn cute LOL.

Didn't participate in the parade, wish I could, but due to other external trainings, couldn't make it. Wednesday got rehearsal, waited for Hakim M, went home. Thursday abit nothing, Friday half day, 8 to 10+, then slacked at 147 to eat and went back school to wait with Amarjit, watched the parade, nice but prefer last year's, watched the ceremony, blah blah, played soccer after that, played like hell, joked with each other, slacked at bubble tea and then went home.

Tommorow's a tiring day, very. Wrestling Workshop in the morning, Muaythai training in the afternoon and watching the SABA Invitational Boxing C'ships at night, April 4th, gonna report for waterboy duty for my gym's participant in the National muaythai tourney series 2.
So yeah, that's all for now @.@

So start from Friday, went out at evening to have dinner @ Hougang Plaza's Western food corner there, yummy steak, agreed to meet up again with Aloy, Ben, Dallen for gym/swimming.

Saturday training, wore my contact, fiddled half an hour before putting those double green monsters into my eye, making my whole eye sore like hell, but yeah, works for me. Training was damn slack, techniques and light sparring at the end with different partners, went home.

Sunday, last day of holidays, and god, still have homeworks left undone, gonna rush soon, so at morning, met up with Dallen, Melvin and Aloy, went to anchorvale sports centre's gym, pretty much train-ed only the upper body, whole body was shag after the exercises, while teaching and supporting Dallen how to use the equipments and simple lifts. Melvin was disallowed entry, wearing slippers LOL. Went swimming later, Melvin was kan again by the lifeguard for wearing shorts with zip LOL, second time. Changed, and Ben came, played around and swim a lil bit, cannot get tanned cause no sun at the moment, played the super fun slide, IDK HOW DALLEN SIM SLIDE SO FAST AND SO HIONG, HE WAS LIKE FLYING UP WHEN REACHING THE BUMP, TOO FAT LAH. Went for the mini jacuzzi, played around at pools, sabotaging and then ate at the new Kopitiam beside Compass Point.

Seperated ways, but yeah hella fun, gonna go gym again next sunday with Aloy and Dallen, and probably Ben if he's coming, tommorow school already, haircheck would be on again, fuck so went to cut my hair, again, bound to get caught if I didn't. Reading period tommorow, sigh :/

hm, starting from tuesday, chinese remedial lessons, ended already went to hgmall to do some stuffs. Went for training afterwards, shag but still yeah. Wednesday was quite a free day, coach Sergei returned and training later that night, tiring as usual.

Thursday(today) went to school, English oral, did really well I guessed, also will not be attending the workshop tommorow due to restriction and Olevels, my bad. Wouldn't be the main participant but the sub :o, so after school, went to Hougang Mall to collect my lenses, skipped training today due to fever and runny nose, another reason i couldn't attend tommorow's yogworkshop too ;/, well nevermind, guess I will need to concentrate on O's! Good luck to Kester, make singapore proud HAHA. omgomg, I want to go near to my goal, representing as a nakmuay for Singapore in the SEAgames, must.work.hard!

Bright saturday morning, hell no, hot to the max, running 5km at the start and wanting to shit and pee, farting all the way, fml. Training as usual, rain finally came, yay.

Sunday was a dead boring day, nothing to do except SA-ing with those nerds LOL. Prepared for DnT extra lessons tommorow. Went out at 6+ to meet with the ppfers, been long, the food was godamned nice, cheap too, Pictures at my facebook, super godly i swearrrrrrrrrr.

So today, went early, lessons delayed to 830, slacked awhile, basically theory work and boring lecture from Chong as usual, delayed our time to the computer lab, no time to do things, so just played and surfed facebook there, ate with Damien, Uddam and Mages at the Coffeeshop. Fricking Mages prank me, stole my phone and gave it to Elyna, but thanks Elyna for telling me LOL, TOO POPULAR ALREADY, JOKING. Soccer awhile with the usual group and then went home.

Wrestling training as usual, abit tiring today, due to that ever stupid ankle, cool-ed down, went to compasspoint macdonalds with Kester, he settled his employment thingy, bought food and went home, internet connection took so long to get stabilized, sigh. Tommorow Chinese supplementary classes, so yeah, another 4 hour of lectures, gotta sleep soon, update tommorow, goodnight!

hm, gym limited the fightslots to 6, so yeah, maybe there goes my chance of competing @ april goes boom, but yeah nevermind, there's always next time (: So english lesson was touching, showed a video "Children full of life", some living life fully even after losing thier loved ones, and some still recovering, kinda reminded me, shed-ed some tears and friends who knew about my family situation cheered me up, well kinda 12 years ago already, so i'm kinda alright now, thanks (: So after school, collected result slip, failed Maths and failed Science by 2 marks, got an A for 3 subject, totally happy HAHA, needa try harder though (: Update laterr!

Hope always whisper "give it a try, one more time, never give up."

cute ^^v

Went to school with Amajit, wasn't feeling really well this morning, anyway, starting a new chapter on Maths already, completed the Vector worksheet with some help, got released late for recess every thursday as usual, having oral test tommorow, dota-ed to feel better, but doesn't work anyway, facebooking and waiting for dad to sign the giro form for Olevel payment, tommorow's a Friday, won't be coming for the dialogue session, so yeah, update laterrr.

Am never a good friend, a fucking useless shoulder that really wants to help, but can't. Am never the fucking perfect son you want me to be.Whatever shits I tried to help, and do, just doesn't work,seeing them feeling so low,makes me fucking heartbroken too, can't even cheer friends up when i really want to. Mom told me to help anyone in need, like how she fucking saved me back then, but fuck this, reality hurts, never got the chance to help anyone. Sorry, really sorry, so, so fucking useless .___.

3 musketeeeers of the WFS. HAHAH

So yeahhhh, time to update. Starting from Saturrrrday, muaythai training as usual, jogged around and round the neighbourhood, 5k I suppose, after that, skipping immediately, due to my oh so cool swollen ankle from the previous previous week, jumped tyres! Alot of newcomers into the slot, so no choice, padwork with Bia together with Sham, as we are the most experienced kiddy at that time slot, then sparred with him. Bagwork and then some light techniques with him again, then normal conditioning, after that, sparred with the other juniors, couldn't lift my leg to kick, so sparred with hands only, while they took advantage of me, using kicks ):

Skip Sunday, Monday, Sec3s left for camp, canteen was unusually quiet though LOL. Mr VJ went for the camp so no physic and form teacher's period for the time being, night spent on homeworks and wrestling trainings, couldn't work out, so watch technique videos and weightlighting, am glad with my body HAHAHA.

Today, nothing to do also, slacked mostly in some periods, joking with Hakim M and the rest, went back home play SA with they all, quite fun playing with friends, if not, it's totally boring, so yeah school again tommorow :/ time to touch up on project, update later! and yes, HI ONG JIAXINN HAHAHA, WILL REPLY YOU THAT NEXT TIME.

GAYSHIT HAHAHA.

有人说：当你爱一个人有多久..(...
我同意, it's reallllly hard to get over someone you loved deeply,
but to think of it, you're actually hurting yourself even more! He's not even worth
one bit of your love in my opinion, no offense at all, you deserve so much better,
god's playing trick.on you definitely.
Feels damn fucked to see you like that, me myself being helpless, but it's okay,
i willll try to help in any way and all the best I can, rest up to you already,
JIAYOU AND CHEER OKAY, A HUMAN ALWAYS HAVE SHOULDERS TO LEAN ON,
That's what friends and shoulder for, you nut!
AND YOU HAVE A GREAT ONE TOO HAHAHAHA. KITKIT DAMN CUTE.

WL SUPER SHAGGED TO THE MAX, WILL POST TOMMOROW,PROMISE.

hellllyeah, after applying R.I.C.E, ankle's kinda okay already, ocassionally pressured-pain, but nothing much major anyway, normal sprain with swelling. So yeah, NCC today, took NAPFA test for the NCC HQ thingy, expected Gold as usual, but wants to retake, I need to get better results, couldn't do it properly with this fucked ankle >.>

So nothing much else, bubbletea with Hakim,Azri and Haresh, went back home thru 74, handphone battery got flat, downloaded GTA IV and played. Tommorow training, yeahhh time to return to hitting some pads (:
cheeerup, he ain't worth any pieces of your love, really. You realllly deserved a much better guy,maybe KL HAHAHA.

ohh, we're halfway there.

So, didn't went to school today, suey like hell, suey dao laosai (diarherro,LITERALLY LOL) And someway halfway, leg cramped, was in pain like hell lah, then Dad don't want me to go to school, stay at home rest, due to that stupid ankle I got .__.

So, around noon, prepared, hoping my ankle won't cock up again with that tight bandage, still pain but managed lah, HENRY WHAT, NEVER SAY DIE HAHA. So got to knew my Geog, somehow got the highest ,24/25 LOL. Walking around with a bandage is sickening okay, cheered and screamed like mad for my classmates, see they race already very nervous, thinking "ohhell,how am gonna run with this mr.ankle -___- "

Was in the heat number 3 for 400m race, along with Shasi, Farhan, Wei Sheng and Desmond. Ran and ran, due to the support, managed to ignore the pain feeling, I was freaking leading the race, till my ankle COCK UP AGAIN LOL, and I managed to get to third, which is very good, how I swear, I could've gotten first anytime if not for my ankle -__-, most agreed LOL.

Our class got first for the 8x50, it was seriously damn fast lah, kudos to them,really! (Sukhvinder,Elyna,Aloysius,Syauqina,Joey,Aman,Ridhuan!) Also kudos to the other runners (Dehan,Junwei,Hakim,Amarjit and the rest if I've forgotten)

Next was the 1500m race, started out badly, still cannot tahan the pain, then managed a smooth pace, wanted to run with Kitson, but he was way too far behind, HAHA, managed to get into Top 10, that was like, really lucky or something with that ankle lah LOL. Another thing, don't know which girl ah, laijiaxin, yesterday was like "omg i cannot run lah, sure last", today ran, saw her running stride, was on the verge of bursting out into laughter with Dehan, and she got first LOL, toldya you could do it, congrats, Kitson will be damn proud HAHAHA.

Went home soon afterwards, using facebook and watching UMAC later on, catch it on ESPN! I WANNA FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT ): 48KG! Looking way too forward to that.

Sunday today, Emaths common test tommorow, not gonna do well I guess, as usual. Sports Heat on Tuesday, running both 400m and 1500m events on the same day, wtffff, both event got good runners and Hanurdeen, which is GG LAH.

So thursday, went for wrestling training, trained up with 2 newcomers, and then played soccer, team consisting me, kester and the two coach, we thrashed them LOL. Friday, nothing much, NCC, walked around with Hakim, eat chicken rice, thanks Jingda and then went home. Saturday went for training, before that, went to Queensway shopping center, long time no go there already. Located Newton sports store and signed up for the 25km Passionrun, off to training later on, jogged around the field, and Bert is back! YAY! One more trainer to help on, told Bia my weight for the future fights, pad works,bagworks and light sparring. After that went home, bought Mcdonald, stayed up till 12+, Chelsea lost to Mancity AHHAHA, Bridge never shook Terry's hands.

Ah well, couldnt find my thumbdrive, needa redo the research thingy, presenting English project tommorow I guess, and trainings, wish me good luck!

Sunday today, Emaths common test tommorow, not gonna do well I guess, as usual.
Sports Heat on Tuesday, running both 400m and 1500m events on the same day, wtffff, both event got good runners and Hanurdeen, which is GG LAH.

So thursday, went for wrestling training, trained up with 2 newcomers, and then played soccer, team consisting me, kester and the two coach, we thrashed them LOL. Friday, nothing much, NCC, walked around with Hakim, eat chicken rice, thanks Jingda and then went home. Saturday went for training, before that, went to Queensway shopping center, long time no go there already. Located Newton sports store and signed up for the 25km Passionrun, off to training later on, jogged around the field, and Bert is back! YAY! One more trainer to help on, told Bia my weight for the future fights, pad works,bagworks and light sparring. After that went home, bought Mcdonald, stayed up till 12+, Chelsea lost to Mancity AHHAHA, Bridge never shook Terry's hands.

Ah well, couldnt find my thumbdrive, needa redo the research thingy, presenting English project tommorow I guess, and trainings, wish me good luck!

yaynationalteam!

Common test, hm, everything left except Maths, on Monday. Science was quite tough, PE played soccer as usual, scored :DD, trainings as usual, more newcomers and such, teaching them, and coach Chung bullying me as usual :( Alright, will update some other days, Lya will link you up soon! Too Shag HAHA. Nights all.

Omg, I remembered this, very disappointing results, but managed to hold on for rounds, getting only pinned once, HAHAHA still remembered. A very great experience, Including the Marno vs Justin fight, a superb 5 point throw from Marno of South Africa, and of course the other matches. Alright, watching UFC 110 live stream now, my Crocop won the fight via a elbow to Anthony head, causing deep cut and TKO. Joe Daddy Stevenson lost though, great fight put of by Joe and George, Keith Jardine got KO-ed.. again. Looking forward to the next match coming up, MINOTAURO VS CAIN VELASQUE.

So still feeling sore after yesterday, tommorow school day, and wrestling training, I wanna get hold of the crossover // bowarrow turnover pin. And also my strikings, I tend to back off too much, need to get more on the inside, where I could utilize my favourite hooks ):

Ohez, playing back HoN for the time being, lack of games to destress, so yeah. Heroes of Newerth, some of the ppfers played back too, so add us (x
Drigorin - Me
Dragonus - Ye Xiang
Eternal Wing - AtsukiIchiro

bob,weave,counterpunch.

Yay for abs, yayness /bhb HAHAHA. Saturday boring day, ate Fried Chicken Rice for both lunch and dinner. welllll, before Dinner, went for training. Only me, Damian and Zack korkor attended, CNY, rest go bainian I guess. Training training, after training, sparred 2 rounds. Managed to dodged and bobweave, shiok lah when opponents punches missed HAHA. Bia's asked for my weight, 50kg. He wants to put me for my first fight-bout soon, but ask me to try get to 48kg for better, so yeah, gonna slim down a lil, ffs from 50kg ._., to 48 soon and maintain that for few days before the actual fight. <3

Reerseeee

Ah finally update, so Monday/Tuesday was CNY, went to bai nian and so, decent amount of hongbao money, great seeing cousins again HAHAHA. Wednesday, as usual school, went library and computer room @ English lessons for project . Went home and went for training, cleaned the mats after training.

Thursday nothing much, played street soccer @ school after school, Mingyang did something, that caused something wrong HAHAHA. I kicked the ball once too hard, and it landed on the patch between our school and French school, climbed fence to get the ball, and before I could rest after climbing out again, Shahideen kicked the ball and it landed on the same spot, so climb back, and climb out again. Suffered cuts but nothing lah, very minor. Went and rush for training afterwards.

Friday, school commemorating Total Defense Day, with the other NCC boys, dressed in uniform and went to school, remedial after school and NCC. Quite okay today, taught juniors how to march and watch those ginnas play games, slacked at BBT shop afterwards and went home.

Tommorow muaythai training, finally! Update soon, song changed :)

HAPPY CNY & VALENTINE'S DAY

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Wishing everyone a happy lunar new year and blissful valentine's day! May you spend time with your loved ones and have bigbig fat angpaos waiting for you! Links revamped, please tag more and tag your link if you want me to relink or link you (: Will be away during these days, gonna bai nian!

Make some noise as they go on to the FIFTH AND FINAL ROUNNNND!

Rewatching The Contender and other boxing video all again, pretty thrilling as well as giving me some tips and further improvement on my skills. Sigh, wished I had the power of Tyson ):

So skip to friday, CNY celebration after recess, lame school. Didn't win any award for decoration though, after school. Went home and changed, and then met Dallen,Guin,James,Honey,Ben,Aloy and Wilson. Went to Bugis and went to the Tian Tian Huo Guo or something and ate. Pretty nice, but thier service quite slow and the drinks are ohmygod. Lime juice become Sour Plum Juice .____. After paying up, ($21 per person, all you can eat, how long also can) Walked walked around, joked and went home through bus80. Was 11+ already. By the time reach Sengkang, already 12+ and LRT was still up luckily, went back home and knocked-out.

Today had reunion lunch and dinner ROFLMAO. Very very full, grandmother's cooking for the win though. Tommorow gonna bainian, happy new year to everyone in advance! Keep the angbao scoming HAHAHA. Update soon (x

Happybday.

Happy Birthday Mom, I miss you, hell lots. I'm fine, you're definitely alright too (:

Crotch lift.

So, update. Yesterday training as usual, only Sean, Kester, Natasha, Kaijun and Me. Drills after warmups, upper body and some in circle techniques and strategies, upper body conditioning after training and some live. Practiced Muaythai techniques with Sean, realized he was super weak with his body, couldn't tahan much slap knees HAHA. Super shagged so skipped training today.

PE today, went to the school library for some YoG Exhibition and signed our names onto the Sports Meet form to let us decide who to send in for each race. Will be representing the class for 1500 and 400m. Gotta train up speed, but hell leg hurts badly ): Soccer after that, walked around and wtf, scored the opening goal from U's failed crossing LOL. Miracle cause thought that the cross gonna be a miss, first blood!

Got alot of chances and HakimS kicked the ball out of play onto the road, got a friendly Uncle to help us get the ball back into play again. 3-3 was the final score, could have scored in the end.
Ang/Para team missed a corner and ball went to me and charged with the ball with last man Jasni back behind me, was going for goal, then U wanted the ball badly, passed to him and he lost control of the ball and timed out. All of em' said that I could have gone for goal, which is obviously a goal or passed it to Dehan, school team player to score. But yeah, my mistake to pass it to U, don't pass it to him, he sure sore -___- Standard. Assembly about some WWII by the DramaActs, all of us saw something HAHAHA, very sick. Went home and stretched a lil to make the sores go off ): Tommorow SS test, must study soon. Update later :D

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Never wanted it to be this way, I really never meant to hurt you. I just do not know how to face this, I'm really sorry. I know I'm dead useless, really, sorry. If i had a choice, I preferred we never met, so your heart won't be broken at all, but ;/ ..but we're still the greatest friends ever right HAHA.

Boring school day, literally no mood to do anything, kaypo mr wee asked me stand up LOL. Then got back P.O.A test, fared badly this time, did chem test, can pass cannot get high marks. After school, training after rest. Didn't realised chest got injured and wound open up, bleeding, staining my white teeshirt, didn't feel any pain till i realized it LOL. Quite disgusting la, facing with my own blooood. Update later, gonna turn in soon, GOOD NIGHT.

oh nawwww

Boring Sunday is here again ): Woke up, ate and used the comp. Hate sunday, day before the school starts, rushing works and stuffs. Skipped training @ Thurs and Fri due to flu, not really feeling well. Saturday went to Lot one with pig. Ate lunch there, thier beef hor fun taste weird but nice. Slacked at Library, and went to pay up the fine I owed. Thanks for making my day enjoyable HAHA.

Then went to training, got people interested I guess, outside watching us, padworks etc as usual. Did techniques at the last few mins and light sparring. Went home tired but yeah, enjoyable. Tommorow school day already, and CNY is next week, not to mention tests after school reopen, hope to get big fat angpaos and needa shop for clothes next Friday. Update later (x

FORGIVE

Sores and sores everywhere, got a email from gym, needa bring shoes to jog around neighbourhood before training, yay same old trianing regime. They are also grooming youngsters to fight already, so i'm most probably under Bia's watch HAHA. So boring school today, super shag also. Chem was blast, couldn't understand single shit of what teacher's saying so just did my own experiment and walah, omg all correct somemore -___-. Made us seat in register number's arrangement, tall short cannot fen bie, cannot even see or hear from so dead far. Ah fuckkk, nevermind.

Training after school, rest at home awhile and off. Chatted with some nub and then training started, played soccer and i conceded goals, super joke la LOL. Did drills and live wrestling, omgad la, same old Coach Chung San again, 80kg monster pressuring me on my back, my arm nearly broke, popping already -___- Need time to heal before heading back to training. Doing homeworks now, so yeah seeeee you tommorow. Blogsong changed to Forgiven by Skillet, yes, pretty nice song, and I fell in love with Skillet, dead powerful song <3

Ring ring.

Reminded, crying my way, all over that shit again.

Woke up early, and dressed. Went to ECParkway for the National Tourney, overall, exciting and thrilling matches, some quite boring, some exciting as hell. Congrats to senior Vincent for winning the fight, great fight, overpowering his opponent easily. Watched a few more fights and left and took bus to Suntec there to find Ben and Shaun.

They did their shopping already and Shaun spent like more than $200? WTF LOL. Went to Marina Bay to catch movie and bought popcorn for lunch >.> , the free 2 tix Shaun have doesn't apply for 3D Avatar, so bo bian have to watch Tooth Fairy, funny as hell, rating it 4/5. Dwayne Johnson is as heck funny as ever HAHAHA. After movie, went home. Using comp now, maybe going out next week to hunt clothes. Tommorow school, training and remedials, am gonna fail the past maths test again. die la, DIE. Learnt from the movie, super touching at some part, Dreams are real, dream hard and do well and you will be the someone you aspire someday, definitely.


Hey Lucy, I remember your name
I left a dozen roses on your grave today
I’m in the grass on my knees, wipe the leaves away
I just came to talk for a while
I got some things I need to say

Now that it’s over
I just wanna hold her
I’d give up all the world to see that little piece of heaven looking
back at me
Now that it’s over
I just wanna hold her
I’ve gotta live with the choices i made
And I can’t live with myself today

Hey Lucy, I remembered your birthday
They said it’d bring some closure to say your name
I know I’d do it all different if I had the chance
But all I got are these roses to give
And they can’t help me make amends

Here we are
Now you’re in my arms
I never wanted anything so bad
Here we are
For a brand new start
Living the life that we could’ve had

Me and Lucy walking hand in hand
Me and Lucy never wanna end
Just another moment in your eyes
I’ll see you in another life
In heaven where we never say goodbye

Here we are, now you’re in my arms
Here we are for a brand new start
Got to live with the choices I’ve made
And I can’t live with myself today

Me and Lucy walking hand in hand
Me and Lucy never wanna end
Got to live with the choices I’ve made
And I can’t live with myself today

Hey Lucy, I remember your name

Touching song, Lucy by Skillet (x

SAVE ME NOW.

Alright, nothing, nothing and boring. Phone got confiscated halfway calling Dad, thought it was some emergency call,but ne'way, got back my phone later after explaining and calling my Dad -_-. went for CCA after school, helping out and kinda slacking around, passing out soon also, can concentrate on studies already. Trainings @ night, so sorry for the slow updates!

Today, went for training again, got the new shirt, started training, only Damien, Jerald (?) and me was there, bagworks, pad works and 30 continous kicks, which really drained everything outttta me. Ohmygod, phone also went out of money, topped out soon after. Rest before sparring, Bia was asking me if I'm up for sparring competition few months later, of course I am la LOL. Then went for light sparring with the others, boom pow ouch. Then went home, tommorow meeting Jeremey and Marcus to watch the FWA National Muaythai Tournaments @ the new gym @ East Coast. Gonna be a packed and great fights, will be finding Bia and the rest too, and root for senior Vincent, Jiayou to him and all the other fighters. Make your gym proud HAHAH! Blogsong changed to Hero - Skillet, kickass inspiration song and video!

Teeehee

K la, kinda trying out my falling omoplata on the bigass 80kg Sean.
Kinda fail, but still it works, gotta improve on grappling.


Slightly "soft" Gogoplata (ShinChoke) from Guard attempt.

Nothing much to update, so just post this video for fun, for me to touch up if I grapple in future too, Yes, I do still suck in grappling and control, so bear me k ): . School on Monday, normal school day, PoA remedial after school, kinda get the hang of it already, due to full attention in class with stupid distractions -__- . After school, went training as usual, warmup and drills then did half an hour of live with some breaks in between, partnered with Kaijun and omg I swear he's getting heavier and heavier, harder for me. Managed to pull a arm throw where Coach Chung is impressed and gave a 3point HAHA. Once, he was lifting me up and accidentally buang his dick onto my leg, reacting in pain, he accidentally flipped me to the ground, 1.5m drop. Super pain I swear, slight only luckily then recovered. Super tired, went home, chat and slept. Today nothing much, Maths remedial, anyone want to study together @ library or whatsoever? Really need study buddies and need to buck up on Maths and Science, did Physic today, quite okay okay, since I studied a few. Maths test on Thursday, gonna buang I think, really really afraid of Maths ): Okay, update tommorow. PE tommorow, hope it doesn't turn up like the same old boring exercises again.

Dirty lil secrets.

HEYHEY, start off with Saturday. Went to Lot1, THANKS FOR THE WALLET AH YOU. Walked around and slacked, sent off and went for training, training as usual, padworks, bagworks, sparring and so. Tremendously tired and went home, got a call from Ann to ask me to go down to the playground, and little did I know, birthday cake waiting there omg.

Finally making a birthday Wish.

Thanks to Ann Tan, Dallen Sim, Aloysius Loy, James Koh, Marcus Tan for the mini party, had my first ever Birthday Cake. Thanks to you guys for the wishes, facebook and sms etc. THANKS ALOT FOR MAKING MY 16th A MEMORABLE ONE . After the mini celebration, went to Mall to eat dinner and then to Aloy's house to lepak and play Rockband2, SANG LIKE NO TOMMOROW, LIKE A ROCKSTAR HAHAHA. Thanks again guys for making this such a wonderful day, and almost making me cry, will never forget, LOVE YOU GUYS ALOT ALOT ALOT.

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Aiya, update today. Very tired today, don't know why. Talk about yesterday first, blah blah school day and then went for training, did some drills and live with Kester. Won him twice, took him to his back and pinned him and Coach Sergei praised me. Soccer later on, and went back home. Today, went dentist during school time, only had to fill up one hole, so yeah (x Lucky okay. Went back home, new CPU, new card and rigs, thanks Dad! Went for a impt event, then went back home. Seriously damn shag everyday, wish I could have enough time, don't even have mood to even do homework now. How can I pass my exams ohmygod la .__. Need to de-stress and focus now.

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Alright, blog about yesterday first, school again, boring boring skip. Training time, partner-ed with Raynee (Girl) as we two are the smallest HAHA. Was practically her dummy, letting her try out the techniques as she missed alot of trainings and forgotten most things. Then went for Live Wrestling, now I can finally show no mercy HAHA. Straight up, went for Morote Seoi Nage (Arm Throw), and Coach Chung praised me HAHA. Instant 3 points and pinned her, kept pinning her and then did Live wrestling from other position too, after that, Weights training, deadlift and etc.

Today nothing much, did PoA test, surprisingly easy for me, was able to balance out. Seems like I've been listening in class HAHA. Tommorow school starts late, YAY. There's PE, YAY
And training too, YAY. Update later (;

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This sucks. If life could be changed in any way, all of us would glady do change something in some part of our life yeah? :/

Spring cleaning.

Did "Spring Cleaning", cleaned up most of the unwanted stuffs, mopped and swept the floor and tada, fresh and new. Super bored so used computer, watched Sports@SG. Saw myself slacking around LOL. Now then I realised got alot of different flavour-ed cakes, when friends celebrated thier birthday, 11 years no cakes and celebration, totally don't know already siol. Thought my Father would forget my day once again, but suddenly he asked if I wanted things for my birthday, totally unexpected lah LOL. Update later, ORPG-ing with others. Doing DnT later on.

YAY

Time to dispose the old one, finally a new one. Training later,
so yeah. Update later (;

Jajajajaja, so training today, went there quite late, 10 mins later, Bia was smiling as I was running, SUPER SADISTIC CAN. Went inside and jumped tyre, ankle abit cui also didn't skipped ropes. After that, do bagworks, 3 rounds. Then Bia purposely did a Marathon I think, for Me, Haran and Damien. Tyre Jumping, Padwork with Bia for 2min, Punch with Usadi for 1min. Continous without rest 4 rounds. Super shag after the end lah. 100+ pushups in total, 70 situps and practiced techniques with Usadi, Usadi asked me to teach the new guy, and no sparring also. After that, did another 40 punishing situps (one strike on your abs, one situp). Changed and went home. Bought bubbletea and played ORPG with the rest. Now resting already, tommorow gonna rewatch the Sports@SG. Missed out during yesterday. Ah wellllll, update next day :D Blogsong changed again HAHAHA.

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Happy Birthday to Olivia and Violet of GSS. Happy 15th, good luck for your volleyball tournaments alrighttttt? MUST WIN FOR EVERYONE.

HAHAEAHEIAHEAI

Like this picture alot lah, with dear Aman. My old long hair back then in Dec, now cannot even spike or do anything. FML and school rules :(

Thank god it's Friday, PE today, abs exercise which is totally no kick to me (duh) ._. But still tiring after yesterday's training of course, NCC after school. Helped out with the new juniors and played games with them. Captain ball especially, purposely went to Hakim and try to jumpblock him. Managed to block shot, I jumped the highest leh! Of course only second to Yanjie, that tall freak :( He came and marked me with 2 other guys, GG END OF ME HAHA. CANNOT EVEN JUMP UP. Training ended and went home with Azri and Hakim.

Went to Aloy's house to play Rockband, his Electric Guitar and ate mini steamboat dinner prepared by his kind father. Damn delicious, then lepak inside room and comparing with Aloy, he bodybuilder okay :( Chest lose to him but mine harder HAHA. But fug his biceps and triceps, super big, he say he only train upper body, that's why very big. But he doesn't have abs, YAY HAHA. Then went home, sent Javan to the LRT station and walked home barefooted, lazy to wear shoes okay :( Tommorow Muaythai Training. 200 situps, 50 standard continous kick, non stop bag action, have to get my 8 pacs and enough arm strength okay, more intense training :( Update soon later okay (x

The real fight starts ):

Grow your chest and abs lah Kester, many girls waiting for you leh HAHA.

Yesterday trained and trained, practiced our shoot and stances, practiced the Morote Seoi Nage, aka Shoulder/Arm throw. Nearly got crushed by Coach Chung la omg, imagine a 80kg+ wrestler trying to pin you,exerting his full body weight to you. Slacked awhile, weight training after that, and then locked the Federation and went home with Kaijun and Kester. Funny ah, people always think we three are brothers LOL.

Just like any normal days in school, studied and revised. New topic for Maths and Geography, did things and blah blah blah, kinda getting the hang of Principle of Accounts already :p . Should be able to do well in the class test next week. Still trying hard to hold on to Maths, which has been my weakest subject since young, ohmygad laa ): . O level topic is up for Design and Tech, gonna screw my brain thinking of the portfolio and product already. Stupid topic, so hard to think of anything to start okay ._. Training later, will have a football session, HAHAHA DAMN FUN. Photographers coming next week IIRC, for some YoG thingy. Tommorow school, PE and NCC ): Long day today and tommorow. Update later!

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Went for training, as usual, same people there, Aloy returned with his friends. Did some drills, single leg, then practiced Kata Guruma (Fireman's Carry) and so, did a lil bit of live. Very scared when Chung Sir want to demo on me, OMG LA, I THINK MY RIBCAGE GONNA DIE ANY TIME SOON LOL. Kaijun was screaming in pain just now, I was laughing, then Coach Chung asked for me, and I soon started too. ): Sad life okay! Weight training, barbell dumbbell and so, chest growing already kkk (x. Dead man lift, 20kg, Gabriel korkor taught us correct technique, super power strength exercise siol, now got new exercise already HAHA. Tommorow return to school again, ): BUT THARS PE TOMMOROW YAYNESS! Goodnight readers~
Sorry about the bolded words, got absolutely nothing to do, while waiting for my milo to cool and sleeping after this ):

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Another dreadful school week, supplementary classes now, damn super sian okay. Need to complete Syllabus by June to prepare for O's, well good luck ._> . So we stayed back to watch the Secondary 4 get thier results (Which was quite redundant la, sit there watch), then went back home. Studied awhile then went for Wrestling Training. Only few came, after training, did weights. Coach Sergei taught me some techniques and methods, said my muscles is showing (alot), abs, biceps and chest. But I need to build up my body mass, power training more and good diet which is quite true lah, skinny with muscles doesn't look good at all :x So happy already, plan to do 3 weight trainings per week as suggested. Nothing much to update. Sickening ulcers, and off to bed later, update soon. goooooodnights.

SHAG AH.

Super tired after waking up .__. Don't know if me myself is going down to Suntec ICC (yet again) to watch and cheer for team Singapore for
the Sijori Invitational Boxing C'ships '10 (Friendship game like the Wrestling one). Super bored today and don't really feel like going out, abdomen area really hurts from the training yesterday :<>.<

omg.

Mixpod's screwing me up, kept lagging for no reason and not wanting to change. Went for Muay Thai, training as usual, lesser padwork due to the number of people, so pad pad pad, then bag bag bag, worked on 50 standard kicks, really testing our stamina. Sparred with Jason, Venga and Damien. They say I avoided like one boxer, and Jason asked me to teach him, think my response is super increasing now HAHAHA. Super shag after the end, 100 situps and 50 pushups. Went to the hawker center and ate with Jason, Sugar Cane FTW. Long way home and now posting. Love my bolster alot okay >: update soon.

SHAG

So up for Youth Commonwealth Championships, short update. Went in Suntec ICC, met up and shocked to see so many fierce opponents, all bigger and more experienced with 10+ years or 5+ onwards of training. Bound to lose, knew the outcome, imagine a 2month - trained versus a years-trained wrestler ._. but we were determined to get experience and get inspired to train more. Was up at the 50kg with an Indian, Pakistani, Australian and South African. Lost all though, 3 by points, and 1 by pinfall, (S,K and KJ)lost by pinfalls mostly /heh. Though our Team didn't received much cheers(volunteers were working and some cheering for the other teams I guessed), managed to do quite well, though we were far way off from the other experienced Teams.

Was able to last the longest among the 3 team mates, managed to shoot in a high crotch but failed to cover up. The two other team-mates, Natasha and Aloysius did very very well, doing thier best but did not manage to clinch medals, but so far, I think Team Singapore managed to do a job well done, as Wrestling is a very new sports introduced. Hope we will train hard enough for YoG, better prepared by then and can win some medals. Some of the matches were exciting, especially my opponent, the South African guy pulled off a 5point Arch suplex, everybody was standing up and clapping.

etcetc, and yeah. Thanks to WFS for the experience, and will defenitly resume training and train hard enough for YoG! Thanks to the Organizing Commitee and the IOC/Volunteers. Thanks to Coach and Gab and the rest! Thanks everyone for the wishes too.

Tommorow.

omg, been long since I updated, busy with trainings this day, returning home late, did homeworks and slept almost immediately. Monday was the day, everyone hates. Well kinda, school reopened, new principal,vp,teachers and school rules, got caught for hair, and was sent out of school to get a haircut with WC and return again, what a first day. Nevermind, got into my first aircon room and lessons continued after next few days. Trainings as usual till 8pm+.

Today was the weigh in day, alot of strong ginnas at the WFS waiting thier turn to have a medical check and weigh in, weighed myself in at 50kg, just nice. omg spandex suit looks really gay on me, tommorow will be taking part in the Youth Commonwealth Championships, so won't go to school for a day or two. Wish me luck okay, may not win but I need the experience! D: First time representing Singapore in such competitions!

Countdown!

Alright, this is gonnnnnna be a very very long post. So met up with Dallen Sim and Ann first, went to eat KFC, Swiss meal burger and mrt-ed to City Hall. Me and Ann then went to 7-11 to get our stuffs, while Sim go find the rest, after a long walk, walked back and found Javan, Guin, Xinyu. We then waited awhile, handsome Mark came and we chatted awhile, then Honey came. Go on to merlion park to find spot to camp.

Walk walk walk, suddenly "Hip hop", "Hip hop". "Qing she de". Then realised Ann calling me LOL. Walked to the first spot, no space, walked along the bridge to find Ben, lepak around there, putting down bags and playing cards. Ann,Honey,Xinyu and Guin playing one side, Me, Jav, Mark and Dallen playing one side, while Ben holding on to his camera.Aloy,Yihong and Stancel came later and joined us. Played truth or dare, secret number mode, Jav very humji /heh. Went to toilet, queued for damn long to get out of the bridge and get in again. Then James came, we played Indian poker then, first time I kena out, kena Guin,Honey, Jav and Dallen beat. WTF THEY SLAP TILL DAMN PAIN OK. Especially Ahlian Bully, Honey, keep bullying :( After the thing, countdown and slacked. Fireworks was darned nice, from our view, wait till Ben upload pictures, I post all here. We then took a long way out, walking along road, joking and talking.

Walked to Lau Pa Sat, found seats and sat down. Didn't ate as I have my drink together with Ann. Seperated into 3 tables, went to the damned smelly toilet with Guin and Mark.
Aloy,Yihong, Dallen, Ben and James one table, Me Guin Ann Honey Xinyu one table, Mark Javan and Stancel one table, ate quickly and left. Take a final photo, and all of us chiong to the MRT station. Last few trains already. Javan,Mark,Stancel,Honey,Xinyu left thier own way, while the purple line Ginnas took same train. After that, LRT-ed home. Cannot sleep when reach home, ate Maggi and watched TV then slept at 5am, woke up today at 9am to DotA.

Still hanging over ._. at the morning, now okay already. Just now went to pool with Ann, Yihong, Darren Sim, Darren, Aloy, James and Guin. Ate and find Ben at HG mall then now at here posting.

IMPRESSIONS!

Ann - Great friend as always, always the big sister in our heart! ALWAYS OUTING GOT YOU ONE DAMN FUN OK!!

Guin/Sim/James - Brothers as always, know you guys for how long liao siah! Happy being with you jokers <3

Ben - Da korkor, you working liao, can understand less outings but still must try to come out with us more also! HAPPY!

Javan - YOU DAMN CUTE OK <3>

Mark - Xiaodidi shuaige! Jiaowei alot but very very friendly and cute /heh

Stancel - Xiaodidi you too quiet, must come out with us more!

Xinyu - Though don't know you well but knew you for quite long, but a good friend also! :Dhappy with you round!

Honey - Omg you definitely look younger, new friend okay! Don't keep bully people already, happy with you round!

Yihong - We last time DotA one, now no talk but still you talked! Happy with you around too

Aloy - Oi brudder, long time no see already, come out with us more okay! Miss you brother!


Would like to thank Dallen sim for hosting this last minute but super enjoyable and sucessful outing, counting down together with some new friends and old one is super fun, hope to have another outing like this, maybe soon okay, Pool or something together. A NN AND REST PREPARE UP OUTING WHEN HOLIDAYS OK!

Oh yeah, before I forget, HAPPY 2010 TO EVERYONE.